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2010-03-01T22:43:00.001+08:00

Shifted to livejournal. Not going to blog here for quite awhile.

Lost track in life.

2010-02-27T23:41:00.002+08:00

I am starving now! Should i sleep the hunger away or just get my lazy ass out of the chair and cook instant noodles? hmmmm.

Did i tell you that my exams are officially over?! OHMYGOD. I love the freedom man. No more travelling two hours to school and i can sleep til whatever time i want. But but but, baby woke me up at 10 today. Like wtf.

I shall spend my holiday reading books! Cause i got to cut down on clubbing and so reading books to replace it is the way. Yeah la. Idiots like me dont sleep at night. Read read read. I have already borrowed three books at yishun library. :D

I have got deprived childhood ! You know those art thingy that you see around in shopping malls? The ones that you got to use some liquid and then there's a template for you to put the liquid on? I did one of those yesterday with caryn ! She got the alien while i got the motorbike. Delvina, Jas and Liyana were just helping us to touch up. So fun ! Okay. Forget it if you dont understand what i said. Zzzzzzzz.

Playing poker is soooo fun ! Especially with jaspreet. Hey girl, let's play sometime again !

Shitz man. My stomach is growling. Okay. Shall go cook myself some instant noodle. I am staying at home on a saturday night while baby is clubbing away.

Oh yes, i am proud of myself. Because i know that if i club today, i sure cant go church tomorrow. No straying cass.

Bye! Off to cook.

2010-02-23T00:02:00.003+08:00

Crim law paper today! It was pretty okay i guess. Wont fail. (:
One down and four more to go.

GO GO CASS !

Double econs on wed and seriously i feel like dying. Tommorrow! I swear i will mug like some dog for it. Esp for mirco since i haven touch since forever. Studied after exam with jas and del. Jokes man. Laughed all the way at bizpark til baby finished his exam. I think he did pretty well too. (according to him).

Oh yes oh yes. I am getting fat. Why? I just eat non stop. I need to smack my mouth. Like just now, mummy told me that there's dinner at home yet i walked around bpp buying snacks here and there. Even b say i am like so greedy pig. pttffff.

Bloody hell. i feel lazy. Can you imagine i cabbed from bpp to my place when its just 3 motherfucking stops? I should slap myself and b is not helping by telling me its okay to cab. zzzz. Scammed him there and we chilled around my place.

Abrupt ending. Whatever. Bye.

Hahahahaha. Goodluck for the rest of the papers people!

2010-02-20T22:22:00.002+08:00

Main papers next week and i am so going to be dead.

Havent been touching much on books and i badly need to study hard.
I shall mug it up tomorrow ! Criminal paper on monday and i am soooo scared. Please please. I dont want to take sub paper. Oh god.

Cassandra cant wait for exam to be over.

2010-02-17T23:15:00.002+08:00

I AM SO EASILY CONTENTED.
Hahahaha. Though this year's v.day and cny clashed together on the same fucking day. It was not too bad. I was emo-ing over nothing on the 13th.

Baby is a good liar. Good at pretending. He didnt even mention anything about it and i was super upset. Thought he forgot about it. Then i chatted with him on msn and he was like oblivious to it. So i hinted to him and said that i was kinda sad cause TOMORROW is v.day and cny. And he just ''oh okay. dont be sad.''

At 11.30, he told me that the weather is kinda hot so he's going to take a cold shower. He went off and i was surfing through fb and everthing else. Wanted to sleep so i went offline at 12plus. I think i am kinda dumb. He always bathe very fast but dont know why that night i didnt suspect. Think i was too tired.

Went into my room and was getting ready for bed when sister walked in and ask me some random questions.

Then, a message came and it was from him! YOU KNOW WHAT ! He lied saying that he went to bathe but he cabbed down to my place to spend v.day with me! Wanted to reach my place at 12mn but he couldnt get a cab. I went down and opened my letterbox (cause he asked me to) and the next moment, he was right behind me !

Imagine how suprised i was! And baby thought he screwed up cause he placed the letter in the wrong letter box but luckily he didnt. Haha!

I love my boyfriend !
and i am feeling really happy these days. so, weeeeeeeeeeeeeee! hahahaha.

2010-02-13T19:53:00.002+08:00

One more day to Valentines' day and Chinese New Year ! But i am not excited about it. Whats valentines' day without boyf. :/

Had my reunion dinner last night and food was awesome! Thanks mummy. Lovelove.

I dont know what to update about since nothing interesting really happened.

My phone is super quiet now since baby is having his reunion dinner. I miss you! :(((((

2010-01-31T23:50:00.003+08:00

B is throwing his temper now cause his project submission is tomorrow and he's not done with it. haha. Talking about time management, both of us cant manage our time well.

Went to greatworldcity today with sis. She finally stepped out of the house after rotting at home for weeks. Shopping is the way to go ! Bought lots of stuff and i should stop buying bags. Bought two bags with two days. How amazing. Shopping sprees are the love. Spend money like freeeeeeee.

I want that zara pants! Its super hot but when i wear it, my huge thighs are like bomb. :( should i should i buy? Not cheap but i really really like it. How! decision-making.

Had seafood dinner and poor sis could only stare at the food. All she had was prata cause her wound hasnt heal. She say she will order the whole menu when her wound heals. Mad.

Holidays are far away but i badly wanna get out of singapore. Even to Malaysia, i also happy. Okay. I should stop thinking about this. Final papers! Five of them. Sucks to the core. To think that i havent start studying for it. Oh well. Starting my procrastination.

But today is a sad day for some people. Felt really sad when i heard the news. Almost teared when i heard it though i dont know the couple. Aunt's friend. Just hope you rest in peace. :((((((((((( come ask me personally if you wanna know the story k.

Mum just told me that i got to wake up early tomorrow cause someone will be coming over to do up my toilet door. Argh!

Oh L, if you are seeing this, i just wanna wish you goodluck for later on. Tonight's the night. I hope everything turns out well.

2010-01-29T22:06:00.002+08:00

I am going back school tomorrow for tort. :( Cant wait for monday so that all project deadlines would be over. But then again, main paper coming soon. Sucks.

Baby sis got her jae posting result already. She was posted to TP. This sucks. I dont want to be in the same school as her. Dont ask me why. Maybe i should ask dad again if he allows me to take up driving. If i get a license, i would be able to drive me and sis to school ! Save money on transport and time. Speaking of that, i have been cabbing alot this week. And its super expensive! Twenty plus dollars from my place to TP. ptfffff.

Headed to town yesterday with jayden after school. I am sooo upset! He was supposed to accompany me go shopping but it turns out the other way round. He kept complaining that i was too choosy. Tskk. Dinner-ed at din tai fung with him and love. The xiao long baos there are freaking awesome! I swear i can eat ten at a shot.

Attended business forum today and it was kinda fun. Should have went for the law forum last week. :( Oh, and half of the class failed agenda writing. I hope i wont be one of them.

Okay. I wanna go watch hi my sweetheart now so bye! loves.

2010-01-25T20:39:00.002+08:00

Joined a group on fb just now. '' If a guy replies to your text msgs while playing dota, he really loves you''

Guess what. A guy said.

'' i rather get flamed as a noob. she is more important.''

Tell me how sweet ! I remembered i used to detest guys who play dota. Classic example: My ex boyfriend.

He's the best. Wont reply my messages, wont pick up my call once he hits the game. One word: Annoying.

He is the reason why i wont find a boyfriend who plays dota. LOL.

Decisions.

2010-01-25T13:19:00.003+08:00

I am not good with my words but there's tons of things which are running through my mind that i need to say.

Question marks, doubts and question marks. This is really not good.

I always thought that we could just stay like this. Isn't it better this way? Why cant we just enjoy each other's company and not care about the status thing. You should know that i do like you but committing myself into a relationship is another different issue.

Yes. You may think that i am selfish in the sense that i keep you waiting but cant you understand that i am afraid and i am not ready yet? I dont want to step into a relationship feeling insecure. Is not that i dont have faith in you. I dont have faith in myself. I dont want to end up hurting you cause i am a screwed up person.

I just feel that is not the time yet. Cause i am uncertain. Uncertain about the future.

You gave me five days. Five days to consider. You wanted a direct yes or no answer. How can i possibly answer it.

If i say a no, you told me you would break off contact with me and move on with your life despite feeling miserable about it. Same goes for me. I will feel super upset.

However, if i would to say a yes. It would be unfair to you. Cause i know right now, i am really not ready yet. Though i do feel for you, i just dont think its the right time yet. I am afraid that we wont be able to last and i would have to go through a break up again which i dont want.

So tell me. What should i do? I tried asking myself if i am ready for commitment. But i guessed, there's no answer for it. Yeah. People out there will be thinking that i am some motherfucking player. I am confused and lost.

Now that you are not talking to me, i feel empty. My life sucks.

2010-01-22T17:21:00.003+08:00

Hi peopleeeee ! Here's some picture which were taken on the museum trip! I wanna visit the toy museum next ! :D

Tadah! Hope my blog wont look so boring with all the chunks and chunks of words.

In school now. Going to wait til six for love to end his test. Tedium max. Am totally rotting away. I am so going to flunk my agenda test cause i didnt even read up. And drafting of mins tomorrow will be super screwed. I need to study later. :( My econs project ! Esp macro. Going to be real dead. Submission next wed and it's not even half done!

I am sad. Cause i missed three episode of pupil. Shahirah did remind me to watch it last night but i was at love's place.

Ptffffffffffff. Bryan is taking super longg to come. Having his guitar lesson now. Oh wait.

YAY! got his sms and he is coming right over! Somebody to accompany while waiting.

I need to study ! Dont want my gpa to be like the last sem. Sucks to the max. At this rate, i cant get to any uni. Not even some lousy ones.

I NEED COFFEE RIGHT NOW.

2010-01-18T13:13:00.002+08:00

Dhabitah just gave me some sour sweet but it's nice!
Today's been a bad bad day. Was late for school. Spent almost thirty bucks on cabfare and was marked absent. Wasted effort. :(
Should seriously stop splurging on cabfares. Bad habit.
Reading a book that i borrowed from library -Ugly. Not bad. Constance Briscoe is a good writer. Totally feel for her.

My weekend was awesome! Woke up at noon on saturday and relatives came over. Baby skyler grew alot! I couldnt recognise him. Cant wait for him to grow up. Uncle drove me over to toapayoh and i trained to yishun to look for love. Walked around and met yt for dinner. Indian food is da bomb!

Bus-ed to pasir ris to meet jas & co for caryn's chalet. Love accompanied me all the way! Wasted his evening away. (: Chalet was super fun and del got wasted ! Almost everyone got high and went mad. Cabbed back to yishun at 2am to look for love at his place. Stayed there til 6am and we went out for breakfast at mac. Whole night out and i cabbed back home to change for church. Then dad drove me to jurong to meet jayden for lunch. Travelling around Singapore during the weekends. Had stjohn meeting at subcenter and went over to lot one for dinner with gracia,naiimah and jayden.

Watched daybreaker at wm. The movie was awesome! Love said its way better than new moon but i dont care! I love twilight series. Biased towards them. weeeeee.

Meeting girlfriends for dinner tomorrow and i cant wait to see them! Sarah is bitching away. LOL. This is so unlike her.

I need to help dad write a letter to appeal against his fine. Who ask him to anyhow tear the parking coupon. Tsskkk. Extra work for me.

Siti Shahirah, I AM NOT RACIST. Bloodyhell.Ifnotiwontbetalkingtoyou. BOO.

Ijustneedsometime.waitforme.

2010-01-15T12:46:00.002+08:00

At ilaw now, doing nothing. Going to start on my mirco project but feeling kinda tedium. :'(
Had lunch at design canteen and i feel super bloated now. I love today! Class at ten, ended at 1045. This leaves me with 1234idontknow how many hours til lecture. Boo to that.

I wanna meet up with girlfriends real soon cause i miss them. I need to whine to them about my life.
Caryn's 18th birthday celebration tomorrow at downtown east and i am still stuck on what to wear. Staying overnight til sunday. yay!
Oh oh oh, baby sis is back at home now. Everyone is treating her like a princess cause of her leg. Mum asked me not to bully her and help my sister.. So, i shall be a slave to her for the next 6weeks. She's the best. Took 20 mins just to go to the washroom.
Gavin is nice to her. My sister is a lucky bitch.

And he's super cute!

SMS convo:

Me: i know just the right dinner for you.
G: Okay.
Me: A piece of otah. That will be sufficient.
G: Okay.

- Back home -

Me: here's your dinner!
G: -stunned face-

I really hand him a piece of otah. LOL. His expression is super cute.
But i am not so bad. I bought him hokkien mee. Now i know he dont eat seafood and chili. Lousy.
And the idea of otah wasnt mine okayyyy.

♥ came over to my place and he studied there. Stayed until eleven and they went home.

TGIF

2010-01-13T13:40:00.002+08:00

Having lcom lesson now but i am totally not listening to it.
Went to school this morning and was super late. Reached school and d told me that lesson ended. Awesome much. I was marked absent and i could have stayed at home and sleep. Lunched with bryan, d and t at itas canteen. Bumped into benjamin and ♥ there.

I am going to the hospital to visit my baby sis later! Please pray hard for her that her operation will go smoothly people. I will love you more.

Teck is super nice to her! Was practically a lightbulb yesterday cause i went over to his place with sis. He cooked dinner for her. Guys who cook are the bomb man!

Baby sis chose her course and poly last night with xueli. Thanks to her, i only got my sleep at 2am in the morning. Ptffffff.

Oh. Congrats to steph for passing her tp yesterday! Yay to rides from her. Haha.

Lastly, Happy 18th birthday yunqi !

2010-01-06T13:37:00.003+08:00

Submitted my macro article analysis this morning. God, save me from projects.
Drafting agenda now. kinda fun.
Had lunch at desgin canteen with janette and dhabitah.
I cant wait for tort seminar later. Getting back results. Hope it wont be sucky. :/
Cant wait for saturday cause i might be going to the museum. Love weekends.
I need to buy a new pair of contact lens.
Oh, happy 19th birthday jason aiw !

2010-01-05T22:21:00.003+08:00

Repeat after me: Fuck school life. It sucks.

Deadlines deadlines and deadline.
What a way to start 2010.

And and and, my eye hurts. The contact len is super fucked up.
Yes, i am vulgar.
I hate the feeling of chewing nicorette. My throat gets itchy.
However, i am determined to quit.
You give me the drive. :D

2010-01-04T22:30:00.002+08:00

I watched sherlock h. already! Nice movie. Up next, i want to catch the show - avatar. That is if i got the time.

I bumped into alot of people on sunday! Weecheak and ruyi, shafiq and his girlfriend, and one of my secondary school teacher. Imissbbss! :'(

It's only monday and i cant wait for friday to come. I need to concentrate more.

This time baby, I will be bulletproof.

2010-01-02T19:55:00.002+08:00

I am determined to stop puffing! :D Got my nicoreette from steph yesterday. Both of us is going to stop it once and for all ! Hope i can do it.

Today's a stay home saturday cause i got tons of work to do. :( I want holiday to come faster!

So baby dont worry. you are my only.
You wont be lonely. even if the sky is falling down.

2010-01-01T15:01:00.002+08:00

Happy 2010 people! A new year, a new start.
Well well, i can say that 2009 was an eventful year with many changing points in my life.

I went through a breakup with Z.
I stepped into temasek poly.
I made awesome friends in school.
I legally went into clubs and started my partying life.
I attended my girlfriend's wedding and she's the first one to get married among us.
I kept losing stuff: keys, phone, ezlink card and whatsoever.
Many many more which i dont want to mention.

Thank god for pulling me through all the ups and downs and i am glad that 2010 is here!

I had a awesome countdown this year cause i had great company. :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

2009-12-28T10:18:00.002+08:00

See this awesome stuff. Thats my new love. Yay for mummy who bought it for me!

Christmas just passed by quietly this year. Not much gift exchanged and no boyfriend to spent it with. Why so? I broke up. :)

Despite that, Cassandra is happy! Cause i spent my christmas with someone. :D

Anyway, got to know that you got yourself a new girlfriend. So, cherish her and i am happy for you! At least, we can really move on with our own life. Stop habouring any thoughts cause you know that things are never going to be the same even if we get back.

Update on what i did for the two weeks break. I went partying as usual: Stjames and butter fac.

I went to steph's place for a stayover.

I went to yukai's place to see them play table tennis and chilled there.

I went to a christmas party and countdown-ed in the cab.

I ton-ed at yukai's place with him. I went to watch ''princess and the frog'' and ''alvin & the chipmunks 2''.

I think i went yishun at least 4times cause someone dragged me there.

I celebrated friend's birthday and drank like mad.

I got to know jerks are everywhere.

I hate it that the break is now over and i should switch myself to study mode. I have got monday blues now. :/

Lcom interviewing later! I am scared. And i went to school at 9 for nothing today. Apparantly, there was no lesson. _l_

2009-12-19T21:27:00.002+08:00

I am back home finally! Went home yesterday and i bet mummy misses me like mad ! Haha. Went for project meeting at tp in the morning and stayed there til afternoon. Met up with darling, yt and j at bugis. Ate dinner and walked around before going to loft. Bought a pair of flats cause last min decided not to wear heels to club. Smart choice.

Stjames that night and the queue is seriously da bomb! Never once did i queued so long before. Saw aloysius and his clique there. They were queuing infront of us. Wanted to cut but the rest didnt want. :( In the end, we saw shawner and co there and we still cut. The queue is like suppperrr long. Madness. J and the guys got in through member list cause they dont wanna pay cover. Lol. Something happened there and it was kinda screwed. Shall not say it here but i seriously think its unfair ! >:(

Stayed there til closing. That night was kinda fun. Cause got angmoh. LOL. First time with angmoh. Kinda funny cause alot of ppl staring at us. The joke of the day was when dave asked me for my number and aloysius was behind, staring at him. He take number like stress only.

Went back loft at 6plus am and wash up. Had prata for breakfast and S was the bomb. She can still continue drinking. I was like dead already. In the end, she got wasted and woke me up.

Interesting part. Thurs came and i went out for dinner with sy. He gave me a chanel perfume. Thats kinda expensive for a souvenir yeah. Shocked. Thanks anyway! :D

Headed to conspiracy to celebrate yx's birthday. Been two years since i last saw her! Open bottle there and slacked there til 1am before going down to butter fac. I still prefer stjames cause butter fac got alot of working adults. And the music there is.. weird? Not as high.

I am seriously lacking of sleep. Yesterday sleep for few hours and somebody called me and woke me up to go have dinner at amk. BOOOO. And today - mummy dragged me out of the bed to pay respect to granddad then forced me to go imm with her. But good thing. My parents changing my aircon for me! :D The new one is so much cooler cause it's silver and normal aircons are in white. Pretty aircon. Love it.

Christmas is comingggg. Anybody wants to buy me an itouch? Me will love you many man! :D

2009-12-15T13:31:00.002+08:00

'' i am not good enough for you''
''thats for me to decide''

Mid sem test is finally over and here comes the break! Totally cheat people's feelings cause there are tons of stuff to be done. But.. i like the feeling of waking up at noon! When the strong sunlight hits onto my face, signalling me its time for me to wake up.

Watched the movie - new moon with zac on friday and it was pretty awesome! Not like what aloysius described. He has got something against it. Oh, and i made a new friend! Sarah's friend actually. She's in law too and its pretty awesome to know someone out of your own class. Coursemates. :D

Went to look for sis at paragon and headed down to aunt's place after dinner to visit baby skyler. But he was asleep! Wrong timing. Sigh.

The past two days was spent with _____ and it was pretty awesome? Not doing anything but just plain chilling. Haha. I think i should balance my time among friends cause there's people complaining about it. 24hours/day isnt enough! And its bad that np and nyp's break is one week later than tp. Oh god.

Going to meet my love this wed. Girl, stop making me cry. You know what you did and it totally breaks my little heart. I'll be there for you when you need me! It's a promise.

Christmas is around the corner and i cant wait for it! Peaceout.

2009-12-08T13:34:00.002+08:00

Hi loves! Anybody missing me? (L)

Soorrryy for the lack of updates. well well, been super busy! Wedding, midsem test and out with friends. And yes. i did study for my macro this time. Please please. Dont let me flunk it again. I need to push up my gpa like mad.

I promise to do a proper update soon k! Anyway, 2 papers down and 2 more to go! :D Next week onwards would be holiday. YAY for that. And christmas is around the corner. Sadly, tons of projects to be completed as well. :'(

Watching ANTM now. How slack. My tort paper is tomorrow. tskk.

Lastly, takecare everyone! The weather is kinda weird recently. Superrrr freezinggg.

Loves,
Cassandra. :D

2009-11-25T14:15:00.002+08:00

So, i am inside the lab now, freezing awayyy.
Went to school early for nothing today. Lesson was cancelled and no announcement was made. _l_ i could have slept longer laaaaa.

My contacts is seriously irritating me. And i am starving. Need food.

bye.

2009-11-20T22:37:00.002+08:00

tgif. something i learnt from germaine and shahirah today.

This week has been a hectic week though it's coming to an end. weekends are finally here but this week wont be an enjoyable one. Reason? I am going back to school tomorrow to do tort outline. Saturday burned again! :(

Watched the movie 2012 yesterday with jayden. Plot was pretty alright but i expected much more since everyone said that they went out with tears in their eyes. Not for me though. Worth watching still. Oh. Something amazing. It was the first time i went to nyp and northpoint. Nyp is so different from tp! Lesser people there? And everyone dress down for school. So i was the awkward one there.

Had my dinner at MFM and i saw this super cute waiter! Jayden was commenting that i was practically staring at him. Haha! Dont jealous la boy. And i messaged jaspreet. That girl can suggest to me that i should go get his number. Madness. North point is cooler than lot one.

But guess the coolest place? Hint: The place i went today.
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Yeah! The parliament house. No words can describe it's coolness. I thought it would be some boring shit there but it's not! It's even more interesting than the sub court. Haha. Joked there alot. Saw my lcom teacher in the introductory video. My teacher is a MP! How awesome. Oh oh. One fact of the parliament house. The location of this building is actually built and measured accurately in such a way that if anyone wants to shoot the building from it's surrounding, it's impossible. (Y)

''Bullshit''
''Speaker please apologise''

Can anyone imagine that scene? LOL. I think this joke only classmates will know.

Lunched at burgerking was a hilarious one. ''Auntie more mayo'' And that more is one more packet. LOL. So i couldnt helped but asked ''Auntie give me 5 packets''. Next up: Tissue issue. Clique understand how retarded it was.

Played pool and daytona at marina's square after the parliament visit. Another random decision. Izyan and co wearing formal walking into an arcade. They felt awkward but after turning to the side and saw one adult wearing formal playing some arcade games, no more awkwardness! He's more random than us. ()@30()($@! I was damm pissed during the pool game. 0-2. I lost. Reason was damm stupid. And i think i can play better when i am feeling pissed. Haha! Dinnered at izyan and shahirah before heading home.

Was supposed to meet jayden today but i went late. Sorry boy! We meet when we're free ok? :D And damm. Ice blast is out of stock. Whole singapore. I bet they are earning big money.

Oh. Lastly, paranormal activity is not based on a true story!

XOXO,
Cass

2009-11-16T22:54:00.002+08:00

Done with criminal law peer teaching. Like finally! Tort to go next. A little scary but i pray hard that everything goes smoothly. Tort peerteaching for me tomorrow. zomg. hope everything will be fine. a little stress though. i am soo lazy. many things undone. i deserves a slap on my face. somebody's going zirca today. i am so jealous. how can he go without me! >:(
Oh, something ''awesome'' to share. i got stuck outside my house for 2hrs. forgot to bring my keys. had my dinner and munching seaweed while talking on the phone with jayden to pass time. and my shoulders are aching now so bye. i know this is a dumb post. sorry for wasting your time.
Peaceout! :D

2009-11-14T21:29:00.002+08:00

Been neglecting this blog. Sorry people. Rather busy this week. Dead tired now. Waking up early everyday is really a torture. Even my weekends were not spared. Had tort peerteaching and criminal law project discussion today. Monday is the presentation for criminal law! :(

Took 23 with jaspreet and went to hf to look for mum and sis. Window-shopped since i wasnt in the mood to buy anything. My sister is rich. I am jealous.

CCN day yesterday. First time for me and it's rather fun. Help su to sell balloons and badges. :D Headed to town to meet bryan. He wanted to buy his vest but there wasnt any suitable one. He is seriously mad. Wanna buy a 50bucks shade from river island when he can get one from bugis street for 10plus bucks. Not say the shades was unique or what. Rich kid.

Then went to find my sis and her friend at taka and we walked to far east together. Had my dinner there and bought a top. Me like! I officially declare that i hate bryan. He keep calling me a bimbo when i'm not! BOO to you.

Half a month to S's wedding and i seriously dont wanna be her ____. Someone save meeee!

2009-11-08T23:48:00.001+08:00

I am seriously sick. Flu, cough and sore eye. Stomach ache yesterday as well. How unlucky. Hate this feeling. Going to school tmr at ten even though lesson is at three in the afternoon. Bye. I need some rest.

2009-11-04T22:50:00.002+08:00

I am seriously unlucky this week. Was late for school twice this week. Not say that i overslept or anything. :( Missed three buses, took wrong bus, took a cab and was late. And today, best. 23 overtook 966 and tadah! I missed the bus. To add on, i _________________ my skirt cause of my _______. (Fill in the blanks yourself).

I wrote a whole chunk of stuff that i wanted to post but now, forget it. I shall sum it up into one sentence: I made a new friend today. :D

2009-11-01T23:20:00.002+08:00

Happy belated halloweennnn baby! Let the pictures do the talking for this post.
Venue: Kevin's place.

Had an awesome night and i reached home after midnight. Got locked out cause mummy's pretty angry but.. baby sis opened the door for me! Haha.

It's so not fair that i got the most extreme dare. BOOO.

Shall update again soon. Oh. I satisfied my sushi craving on thurs with jayden. Love sushi(s) !

2009-10-25T19:50:00.002+08:00

I am glad to hear that your little one is doing well girl ! :D XOXOXOXOXO. you know who you are.

Feeling kinda restless today. Woke up at nine and went to church. Boring day luh. After that, Z send me home. Was kinda touched since he made the effort. Cause from outrampark to bukit panjang then to bedok. Great journey.

I went to vani's place yesterday! Her area's layout is like condo style. Quite nice and quiet. Easy to locate the place as well. The journey was... longgggggg. Saw jason! Hahaha. He was like so shy. Me and sarah were the only chinese there. Stayed til eight plus and we left.

Topshop is having sales! Love sales. :D Wanted to buy a toga dress there but dont have my size! Left only UK 10 and it was too big for me.

Met Steph and co. at cosmo. I didnt drink uh. Only see them drink. Steph is da pro. Gulped down a full glass straight. I thought she was drunk cause she was a little weird after that. Cabbed home at eleven plus.

I wanna watch sister's keeper for sure! Everyone's telling me how touching it was after they watched it. :D

2009-10-24T15:48:00.002+08:00

I am going to Vani's place later for deepavali.
I am going to die from travelling.
Buangkok. How far is that.
God, i should stop complaining and get dressed.

XOXO,
CASSANDRA.

p.s I want to go club marc! Sales now on. Ultimate love.

2009-10-23T19:38:00.003+08:00

WEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Guess where i am now ! Hahahaha. Clue: East area.
Yeah, i am in school with jaspreet. Going to study later. (Hopefully)
Just saw the Shan and Rozz video featuring Ris low. I learnt something.
BOOMZ for good ; SHINGZ for bad. Awesome eh. New word.

Today's hardcore lecture. Crashed sociology at one then lectures all the way til six pm. Actually til five plus la. Macro lecture was amazing. Why? The lecturer was super funny! The examples he gave was hilarious. Jaspreet kept giving me the wtf face cause it was totally out of macro context.

LPF instead of PPF
Dont study. The more study, the more confused you are.
Prince charming = time x money
When U.S sneezes, singapore gets a cold.
Throw your books away for the weekend.
Long option are usually the answers for MCQs.
But after the long option, choose the second longest for the next question. (????)
Must have a break after 30mins of studying/listening.

Something weird. The lecturer had this number generator (N.G). Let's say N.G choose number 23. Number 23 answered this question. And when he/she answered correctly, there's a prize! So, somebody won 2 christmas socks and another won 2 halloween hats. LOL. How interesting...

Oh oh! I had fish for both meals today! Grilled fish at bizpark for lunch, dory at mensa for dinner. Awesome much. I added scrambled eggs to the dory! Felt super full after the dinner. The feeling was like BOOMZ. And SHINGZ, i got to study later.

See how i applied what i learnt. :D

2009-10-21T20:19:00.002+08:00

Fast update before my laptop die.
Quote of the day:

American laws are weird.

P.B

Haha. Another thing that i learnt during tort lecture today.

Crazy town of USA

Oh, Criminal law = the sex and the gore.

Super hilarious.

Someone mentioned that date line is the telephone line that people used for matchmaking.

The lecture hall burst into laughters. HOHOHO.

2009-10-20T22:35:00.002+08:00

First day of school in sem 1.2. Was kinda.... awesome? Seeing classmates after six weeks of m.i.a is quite nice actually. The day was still manageable. Met up with jas in the morning as usual at the bus stop. Saw delvina on the bus !

Highlight of the day: MOCHA FREEZE. I had two today! Satisfy my ultimate craving for it after 6 torturous weeks.

Oh. Not forgetting my Dory from Mensa ! Love it. HAHAHHA.

Vani is so bitch today! But i totally adores it. Super cool to see her act like a bitch for awhile.

I am going to see Mr Looi tomorrow to talk about my modules. I pray hard that i can get into the same lcom class as clique. Oh please....

Something nice to talk about: I got my tort law group today. Same group as chloe again! Also with Izyan and Calvin. Not too bad eh? :DDD

2009-10-19T15:43:00.003+08:00

I just realized that my timetable dont have lcom. Called Cp and Miss lim. Think i am going to drop my cds next sem to do my macro and mirco. Nice one. I wanted to take up all but miss lim said it will be dangerous for me to do so. I am scared now. Double econs next sem? The thought of it makes me feel like dying. Seriously. Someone help. :(

2009-10-19T13:38:00.002+08:00

School's starting tomorrow and i am soooo not looking forward to it. Countdown: Less than 24 hours. Tons of notes that are yet to be printed. Sociology for cds next sem. Glad that i am not alone. Luckily i am in the same tutorial class as Izyan. :D

To think of it, school's starting tomorrow might not be a bad thing. At least, i will be abit more busy to think of anything else. Concentration is the key word.

No more clubbing. Not even on weekends.
Lepak less.
Spent the breaks efficiently.
Study more.

Hope i can do it.

Let's have a talk tonight. Like a serious talk. I want to know where we are heading. If not let's not drag anymore.

Sometimes, i feel sad for myself. Cause i dont know what i want....

2009-10-17T17:40:00.002+08:00

Mum said that i looked shag and skinnier after three days, two nights of not seeing her beloved daughter. Guess where i went? Hahahaha. Stjames, bk's place, meet debbie, thon-ed at pasir ris park with W, W's place, PS with bk.

My sleeping hours are like screwed. I dont sleep at night now. I'll just take a short nap. School's starting next week. Tell me how! I dread going back to school. The thought of facing books and notes makes me feel like crying. No more slacking. Ultimate sadness.

My face is getting better i guessed. It's the pills! (Sounds familiar to clique) Hope after a month later, my face will be cleared. Hundred and eighty bucks not cheap you know.

I am so sad and confused. Am i falling deeper? I dont want to. Forget about it cass! It's impossible. And, I'll always remember that day....

2009-10-11T18:46:00.002+08:00

Bad day to fly a kite. No wind at all ! Was running here and there. Finally my kite was flying and the wind had to suddenly change its direction. End up, my poor kite got stuck on the tree. That's the end of story.

Chatting ST now. I hope everything goes well for you. No. Not only you. But you and your precious little one. Jiayou! :D

Today, both Z and W didnt messaged me at all. But i dont know why i was hoping him to message me instead of him. Please cassandra, dont be stupid. Dont do the wrong things at the wrong time. I hate this kinda feeling. Argh!

Met B yesterday and we chatted for quite some time. Something he said made me think quite awhile. '' Do you love him with your heart or with your brains?''

Heart as in you truly love him or brains as in you keep telling yourself you like him.

Immediately, i felt uncomfortable. So, what now?

2009-10-10T17:29:00.002+08:00

WEEEEE. Today's a stay home saturday.

Tuesday - Went to Changi T3 to meet joel and germaine for study session. Germaine's the best. Live so near yet can be later than me. Hahaha. Learnt something interesting.

Wednesday- Went to stjames with steph. This time wasn't that fun cause it was super crowded after 12 am. We went in around 9 plus and the place was like so empty. Should have went there later and stayed at bugis longer. I am going again next week ! Anyone wants to come along? Haha.

Stayover at Steph's place that night before going to meet Z. Both of us were damm hungry when we reached her place. Wanted to go down to mac for a meal but apparently, bb mac isn't 24-hours. Almost died of hunger. =(

Thurs - Spent the day with Z and was supposed to go jas's place to see sasha but she couldnt reach home in time. There goes my chomp chomp with germaine, sarah and the two of them. BOO. Another day perhaps. Went home and rot the night away by watching tv.

Fri- Went orchard with mum. I want that longchamp bag! or maybe the burberry or agnes b bag but mum doesn't want to buy for me! Dammmm. How i wish i am super rich so that i can go on a shopping spree. Any kind soul wanna get it for me? Cassandra will be a happy girl. LOL.

Saturday - Which is today. Staying at home and slacking away. Going to watch ANTM cycle 13. Love the shoots. Love beautiful faces. Hahahaha.

I heard something today. Something which seems so unbelievable. I never thought that such things would happen and everything seems so surreal. Is as though that would only happen in dramas. And yes, there's a story behind every family.

I am looking forward to next week! Last week of holidays and i am going to enjoy before suffering again.

2009-10-07T03:18:00.002+08:00

It's been two years and i am counting on.
0710, the start of something beautiful.

2009-10-04T19:59:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates! Been realllyyy busy. I'm sick people! Seasonal flu. =( Just a short update on what i have been doing for the past few days or weeks. :D

Attended Bernard and Sandra's wedding which was held at church. Congratulations to the couple!

Out with poly clique on a particular day. Sarah and Vani was missing in action that day. See! Ps-ed us for something else. And look! Germaine can actually carry me! I AM NOT THAT FAT. BOO.

Group photo.

Went out with Stephanie and it was an awesome day! Perfect weather to suntan. So, able to guess where we went? Haha. Slap your face if you dont know. Dinner-ed at LPS. Food was fantastic. Let's go out again babe!

Anyway, got to know of a super shocking news. AND ITS CONFIRMED. Shall not say what it is but.... I AM JUST TOO OVERWHELMED BY THIS NEWS.

Oh, Happy belated 17th birthday Sheryl Leow!

Lastly, i am going ECP tomorrow. Excited.

2009-09-22T15:46:00.002+08:00

Sentosa - 090909
Meet up with girlfriends, 18th birthday celebration at Hardrock.

210909 - Congratulations to Uncle Ken and Si yi for the new addition to the family! :D

Went to the hospital yesterday after my aunt delivered her baby boy. My new born cousin! He's damm cute.

I need a job. Any offers? Haha. I am now at westmall library with Steph. Been going out everyday. Super broke. =(

Watched '' the ugly truth'' yesterday. The show was okok only. Heh.

Random update. Bye!

Loves,

Cassandra.

2009-09-20T14:14:00.003+08:00

Wanted to blog that day when i was slacking with bk at mac. Blogger sucks big time. I cant post up pictures and cant publish. At cousin's place now. :D He said he's gonna cook me an awesome dinner. I scared i die of food poisoning which is the most likely cause. *crosses heart*

Birthday passed a few days back and i'll post up my thank-you's post soon. Stay tuned! Hopefully with some pictures as well. Heh.

Went to Ken's bbq party yesterday. Nice to see familiar faces once in awhile. Friendships that were bonded since i stepped into secondary school. Those memories are still vivid in my mind. It's amazing how people changes as time goes by. We all grew up. Haha.

Oh. Speaking of that, i met shihui ! That girl... Never see her for a year and everyone was busy catching up! Like the past, we just kept talking and talking til the sky is dark. Love clique! :D

Busy holiday and that explains the lack of updates. How i wished i never have to step back into school and just enjoy the rest of my life.....

Lastly,
Happy birthday Khai ! We shall celebrate our combined birthday with amirah and the rest next week ! Ben and Jerry's ice cream cake - yumsyums.

XOXO CASS.

2009-09-10T19:26:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates people! Been very very busy. Heading out every single day! But this will stop for now. Got to study for sub paper. And why is that so? Cause i am stupid and fail a certain subject. =(

Anyway, HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY JOEL ! Old enough to do M18 stuff. Club, smoke, watch m18 movies and many more stuff! :DD

I am so sad now. Should i transfer or should i stay?

Update soon! (L)

2009-09-03T15:52:00.002+08:00

I am now at jurong point's starbucks slacking away. Was moody the whole of today. >:(
Hope after tonight, things will change. Cassandra shall pray hard.

Smile and it will be over soon. :D
Tomorrow is tpsu's slumber party. What should i wear.

Anyway, best wishes to Nabilah for turning legal 18 today. Happy birthday girl !

Lastly, steph went to malysia for some adventure camp. I cant wait for tomorrow cause she's coming back. Lots of things wanna tell you!

Bye people.
CASS.

2009-08-30T00:12:00.003+08:00

When a guy lies, he did so to make himself feel better.

When a girl lies, she did so to make the other half feel better.

True? idontknow

2009-08-30T00:01:00.004+08:00

I just threaten jas. :D

Just reached home not long ago. I got a love-hate relationship with my heels. Love them cause they are gorgeous and hate them cause they gave me blisters. Ass. I swear there was a period of time that i walked around vivo bare footed cause the pain was unbearable.

Anyway as mentioned, i went to vivo city today. Celebrated sheryl's birthday at marche and food was awesome. One of the many days which made my money fly. D:

Shawn then send us to eski bar after dinner. Drank a little there. Talked to girlfriends about something and i was really upset. =( (jas knows why) Went home shortly and here am i blogging away.

Stayover at sha's tomorrow and law inc camp. Busy week. I want to go st james again !

2009-08-28T21:26:00.002+08:00

I woke up at 11plus today. :D
So sorry for joining you guys at bb. Haha. Too full to move.

Today was actually supposed to go out with clique but some couldn't make it so... Next time then. :D
I love today. All i did was wake up, went out, buffet-ed at sakae, go home then now, slack. Haha.

I think i am a pig. Went to stjames on wed and then stayed there til 4am. Cabbed back to loft then slept for three plus hours. Woke up and went to KAP's mac for breakfast. Slack awhile then went home. Reached home at 3plus pm and slept again til 10pm. Woke up and eat something then 1am go sleep until this morning 11plus. LOL. Is it too confusing?

Anyway, i went st james with steph and Wendy on Wednesday. It was super fun. Wendy left halfway cause she blackout-ed and couldnt take it anymore. I bet the auntie hates her. Haha. She vomited in the toilet and made the floor really dirty. LOL.

After she left, me and steph continue dancing. I tell you uh. SHE IS DAMM FIERCE. Whenever got guys wanna come near me, she will come over and hold me. Then something funny happened.

Guy in red shirt: Eh, she your girlfriend uh?
Steph: Yah. She my girlfriend.
Guy in red: (to other guys) EH! they lesbian. She said she's her gf.

Then both of us just continue then after a while...

Steph to red guy: Eh. we not lesbian la.
Red guy: Then why you dont let me come close to her?
Steph: This is call PRO-TECT-IVE.

LOl. totally man. should see their expression. But she's really fierce la. No guys dare to come close to me when she's around. I swear they attempted like ten times and each time, steph will pull me away.

There was this guy who was damm weird ! Come offer us drinks and say wanna make friends. Intially thought he was okay then he followed us to the dance floor and wth, i totally cant describe in words how he is like. Damm scary. Just keep following us sia. In the end, we asked another two guys to save us. Cause we moved from places to places but he just followed. Totally omg.

This is when i met the guy in white/cute guy/last guy i danced with. LOL. He damm shy ttm! And steph was as usual damm fierce to him. Steph was initially dancing with this handsome guy when we switched. Immediately cute guy stopped. Then steph uttered some rubbish to him and made both of us damm ps. Thanks uh steph.

Then 4am we left the place. Wanted to for supper with Joshua and friends but in the end didnt go. Cabbed back to loft after that.

Oh, there was this another weird guy.

Weird guy: Hi, can you help me buy a drink?
Steph: Go buy yourself.
Weird guy: Said some rubbish
Steph: The bar is closed anyway.
Weird guy: Then what about you?
Me: Can you use a better pickup line cause its damm lousy.

DAMM FUNNY. I have never seen someone who is so lousy. Then steph asked him for number cause we had too many unknown numbers and wanna know if he was one of the guys. And he was like '' YOU MEAN YOU WANT MY NO.?!'' What the hell. Someone please kill me now. Then
the worst part, HE GAVE STEPH HIS ADDRESS. LIKE FOR FUCK. LOL.

Oh, and there was this guy who also keep following us. But all he did was just to stand like a log
behind me and stare at us. Whats the point man. Waste money only. Come in and stand there. LOL.

Anyway, this is a long post and you are really patient to read til here. Goodnight! :D

2009-08-27T12:04:00.001+08:00

I totally love yesterday. Good way of celebrating. HAHA. Blog about it next time. And i swear, stephanie ng is super fierce. Act hard to get only. LOL. Bye people, you guys are loved! :D

2009-08-25T21:47:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone. Decided to blog cause if i dont, Joel will most probably hack into my account and update my blog for me. :D

Life is exceptionally tedium these few days. Main paper and main paper. Its super boring to study i swear. Not as if i studied real hard though. Last min flip through and stuff. Strong feeling that i will fail econs. Sub paper, i am coming.

On a brighter note, tomorrow is the last paper! Haha. Super happy to think of that but now, i still have to study. I haven study yet ! Can somebody just save me. =(

cassandra + attempting to study = failure ttm.

Totally.

And something exciting to look forward to. I am going to party til dusk after the paper! Hahaha.

I feel like eating frolick now. Ohmy. (random)

And yes, class chalet during the holidays! So excited about it. Can slack and rot like nobody's business.

I swear i will shop til i drop during the holidays. Anyone wants to pay for my shopping expenses?

Why am i so random today? Anyway, will blog decently when i am free. Bye people! :DDD

2009-08-19T15:43:00.002+08:00

I am feeling super lousy now. =( Just saw my grades on bb and it totally sucks big time. Can someone just slap me. Feel super demoralised to study now. Argh! Hate this feeling.

2009-08-18T18:42:00.003+08:00

So many things to do yet i got no idea where to start from. I seriously need to study or i can really wave goodbye to tp. Econs, pom and lsm. Studying is really a chore to me.

Studied with shahirah yesterday at nabin's. Both idiots shisha-ing and studying at the same time. What a nice way to concentrate. I bet only idiot like us study there. Normal people would go the library and mug hard there. Had a super filling lunch before that at manhanttan fish market. The food was awesome. Nope. No ten percent discount this time. No eyelash or whatsoever found. Haha.

Shahirah was a happy girl yesterday! 25th please come faster. And to that guy (sha, you should know who), better luck next time! :D

Did i mentioned that the boss at nabin's was nice? He is like super friendly but scary. He didnt ask where were we schooling but he knows that we are from temasek. I bet he was staring at sha's boobs cause she was wearing tp shirt. But fair luh. Sha stared at his butt crack too while he was asleep. 1 - 1.

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I had a very unlucky day on sat. Wanted to watch hangover at vivo with Z but full house. Both of us badly want to watch it so we headed to marina square. Turns out, the internet cheated our feelings cause its not shown that day at marina. Still dont want to give up ! Walked all the way to suntec to try luck but turns out, there dont have too. Seriously damm unlucky! Wasted two hours travelling and walking around for nothing. =/

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I learnt something new. Never smoke at the bus stop outside tp. All you know, a police car might be patrolling around. Real life experience. Better to be stopped by security guard then police officer. :D That day was quite a lucky day.

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I want to go ikea to eat meatballs! And and, i want to watch ''where got ghosts'' with poly clique after main papers. I cant wait for papers to be over!

P.s YOG one year countdown was a blast! I was on national tv. LOL.

2009-08-11T17:12:00.002+08:00

I cant believed that i didn't check blackboard and totally missed school today! Tell me i am smart.

There's so much stuff for me to blog about and i don't know where to start. Maybe I'll blog about National day? An awesome day with an awesome date. Went to church in the morning and was on time even though i slowly ate my breakfast at tanjong pagar.

One of my church mate broke the news to me, telling me that she's leaving due to some reason. Not that she had a choice but how i wished, she could stay. There is somehow a bond that is attached between us and for sure, i will miss her.

After church, went to Thai pan with Z and the journey there was faster than i expected. Perhaps it was the company that made a difference. :D

Once we reached there, that greedy pig ordered so much food that we couldn't finished. The food portion was sufficient for a family of four to consume. No, i am not exaggerating. And in the end, we wasted food. Told him not to order so much but he too confident. Saying that he can finish it all up. =/ You know what! The butter squid there was super niceeee.

Lunched and loiter around before heading to bugis to watch movie. Initial plan was to catch it at marina square but somehow the bus stopped at bugis due to road closure for national day.

Watched '' Up'' and it was okay la. Something different and it was kinda funny at certain parts.

And after the movie, we wanted to go marina barrage to catch the fireworks but guess what ! WE MISSED IT. =/ Bumped into jas and co when we were walking out from marina bay mrt station and.... THEY TOLD US THAT WE MISSED THE FIREWORKS BY FIVE MINS. How awesome. Both of us were super sian when we heard that. =( Went back to bugis to have dessert cause i had a sudden craving for something sweet and slacked awhile before heading home. :D

Though it was just a very simple day, but somehow i felt really happy. :D

2009-08-05T13:41:00.002+08:00

I am in school, blogging away. :D
Germaine and Sheryl are sick. Get well soon and join us back in class!

I just got back my CSA excel results. Got a Cplus. Thank god i didnt fail which i thought i will. I lost six marks cause of a max and min function. How awesome.

There is night market near my house. :D i am so random today. I feel like going ikea to eat meatballs. Germaine, faster recover ! I cant believe that she is sick. Can stuff herself with food last friday at seoul garden yet had high fever the next day.

Oh. z is also sick, Get well soon too! We go out this sunday, LOL.

I am going tm with jaspreet later. :D
Life is so bored. Stuck in this computer lab doing nothing.

Teacher: Siti, come here.
Siti Shahirah: teacher, call me shahirah.

This shows that she is not proud of her first name. Haha.

Oh, i want to watch movies. =/ Hangover!!! Comedy. :D

P.s Jaspreet knows who is Z now. How smart.

P.s.s Shahirah is laughing.

Yes, i got nothing to do. This is a crap post. Read on if you are bored.

Shahirah said that this post is nice. I miss germaine tan.

Yay! Jaspreet want to go ikea too. You know what... Jaspreet is sexy today. If you see her wearing jacket in school, feel free to pull down the zipper. Then you get a nice suprise. After which, you see see a mad climber coming after you. :D

End of story.

2009-08-01T23:16:00.001+08:00

They once said that when a relationship ends, there is no point in patching up. The reason is that, you will still end up in a break up.

Is it true?

2009-07-21T18:26:00.003+08:00

Nothing can describe my mood now. I am upset ttm. Totally. And why???!!!! The reason is as of below: (note: i am sulking away as i am typing this)

I FUCKING GOT RIP. (not rest in peace. as in literally my money was ripped off). Wanna know the story? Here it goes.

Vani and i was happily going to print our notes. Went to applied science and got it printed. When we were going to make payment, the auntie told us that it costed $6 PER SET. IMAGINE THAT PRICE. I asked her why and she replied '' You print colour so you must pay for the colour lor.'' I WAS SUPER STUNNED. FUCK. And guess the exciting part. The paper wasnt printed colour. So i was telling her that she was like '' Grey is colour what. So must charge by the colour meter.'' WTF. All i can see is black and white can.

Best thing that could ever happened. Both vani and i were broke. DONT EVEN HAVE THE MONEY TO PAY 18dollars FOR THE FUCKING PRINTOUTS.

What can i do with 6dollars? :

Buy half a dress at bugis
Six mocha freeze
One mac meal
60 PAGES of black and white's
Use the money as capital to play 21 with climber

SEE! 6dollars can make a difference k! I rather buy 18 packets of tissue from blind man, Don't know how many mouth i can wipe. =/

I AM SO FUCKING SAD. Rich people wont understand my feelings. So if you are going to say 6dollars is peanut. FUCK OFF.

Hais. I shall talk about happy stuff now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAHIRAH ! iloveyou. :DDDDDDDDDD

I got lucky hands today. Got to do op as the second group which was what we wanted. Draw lots and i got it. HAHA. Shahirah is sad cause she's the last. (I'm sorry bean)

Okay. I need to mourn over today's incident, Bye.

2009-07-17T16:12:00.006+08:00

Hello people! :D I am at pom class now blogging away. And shit. We are the first to present our presentation next week! OMG. Kinda lazy to blog and so, let the pictures do the talking.

Slacking at library with random pictures of me and bean. (L)

The day that i went to watch transformer with sub-com people. :D

I need some sleep badly. Oh, went ikea yesterday and food was awesome ! Hahahahaha.

2009-07-15T12:45:00.003+08:00

hi, i love shahirah :D
and germaine.

2009-07-11T10:59:00.003+08:00

Hello people! I am in school now having lcom discussion. Two of my groups memebers are late and i'm still waiting for them. :( This week was kinda slack for me. Had alot of free time. Went to ikea tamp on wednesday with ger, sha and sarah. Food was awesome as usual. :DDD (meatballs are my love man!)

Thurs was econs the whole day. Met Zac for lunch at bedok. He cheated my feelings! Told me there's wonton mee but dont have. I went bedok just for wonton mee can! Haha. slacked then headed back to school for lecture. Had hockey match with hongkong uni's team after that. They are super aqgressive! Like scary leh. Lost to them by three goals.

Friday was a nice day. Was in school until 3 plus and headed tj to look for Zac. Walked back to his place and then headed to tamp to watch ice age three. IT'S DAMMM FUNNY ! The plot was pretty good i think. 3-d effect was okay only though. After which went to meet his friends and dinner-ed at burger king.

And today is saturday! Awesome day. Met ben early in the morning to go school. Going to orchard cine to watch TRANSFORMER. Hope it will niceeeee. HAHA. Meeting sheryl and other subcoms later. LALALALALA. i'm hungry. :( Peace people!

2009-07-02T21:26:00.002+08:00

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
I am so not in a mood to blog. Just feel like ranting. Shit happens all the time i suppose. Bad enough that i am last in class for econs and flunked my csa. Now, my ezlink card is lost. My life is so wtf. Bad things come one after another. Futhermore, i just bought my 100dollar worth of concession. Can i just jump down now? Going to make a new one tomorrow. Fuck.

LSM test tomorrow and i am sooooo not in the mood of studying. I think i need slaps to wake myself up. No, i dont want to retain a sem or fail again.

Dear God, please make my life better. I would really appreciate if you could give me strength to continue everything and not think of giving up.

I think i am feeling emo.

2009-06-24T20:19:00.002+08:00

HELLO FELLOW HUMANS! (: Cassandra is studying at tp's library now. How hardworking. And Triple S is beside me looking at me blogging away. Cat woman, who is also beside me is studying her lsm. :DDDD

I AM SUPER SAD. Got the news that i'm the last few for CSA in class. How sad. Failing somemore. Please god, i'm not greedy. Just a pass will do. I dont want to take sub paper!

This keyboard is so retarded. Unlike its owner. Oh yeah, just reminded me. FUJITSU SUCKS. I cant connect to the school's network. And ger's laptop could. Kaokao.

Hais, i am sick now. Cough, flu, sore throat. I feel so sad for myself. Anyway, watched two movies - Drag me to hell and Ghost of girlfriend's past. (Triple S reminded me) HAHA. Quite nice. Esp drag me to hell. I LIKE THE STORYLINE!

Germaine is so lucky today. Got a free pad in the toilet, Actually not free luh. She paid 20cents to the girl. Our school's toilet scam girls. 60cents for one. Quite ex eh? During sec school only like 30cents? Anyway, i am just random. Oh, the girl who gave her was a stranger. See! Tp is full of love.

I feel like going home and sleep. How i wish there's no school. Cant get enough of breaks. ONE MORE DAY TO DARLING STEPH'S 18th BIRTHDAY! Triple S stands for stupid siti shahirah. She loves me!

2009-06-17T22:51:00.004+08:00

i.am.confused.i.am.lost.i.feel.like.giving.up.but.i.dont.want.to.i.dont.know.what.to.do.
Slept til 12pm in the afternoon. Super shiok til jolyn called me. Got up and got ready. Met S at cck and headed to sembawang pri. Lunched at mos before going there to visit the kids. Bought snacks for them and S was super kiasu. Told her to get 50 and she insisted on 60. In the end, 50 was more than enough. =/

I saw many unfamiliar faces there. Going back brings back lots of memories. Gone were the days i was teaching down there. Though it was stressful and tiring at times, their smiles never failed to bring joy. Little things that they do can really make you realize how genuine and appreciative they all are. Especially LSP students. Taught them personally and i can see how much they want to learn. I love them all ttm! N,C,J,S,H and lastly A.

Left around 4plus and accompanied S to see doctor. Poor girl. Hope you'll get well soon. Trained down to bb and took a bus to CP. Met the rest of the girls there and ate dinner. I hope we'll stay this close forever. HAHA. Went over to mad jack and chill-ed there. Alvin came soon after. anyway, S promised us something, so better not break it. (:

ST's boyfriend came over and sent us all back. THANKS ST FOR THE RIDE. Both of them are ST and therefore double ST.

ST is damm bad to me today. Keep rubbing salt into wound. Yeah la! Got boyfriend very big now. So loving somemore. Making all of us jealous only. Hais. If only........................ LALALALA.

How i wish that you can be more sensitive and truly understand me. I feel that we're not the same as ever. Has both of us changed that much or is it just me?

2009-06-11T12:56:00.002+08:00

Have been sooooo busy since holiday started. And i love how the way it is except that there's tons of projects to be done. So many things to blog about but i am kinda lazy. So, summary:

Watched the movie ''angels and demon'' and ''night of the museum 2''
Hockey training yesterday which was insane (muscles aching now) =(
Eski bar-ed (sex on the beach and lychee martini are loved!)
Bugis&Cityhall shopping trip with classmates. (dinner-ed at MFM with 10% off bill!)
Buffet at Zhou's Kitchen with mum and sis. (Me love food!) :DDDD
Isabel's BBQ birthday party. (Sinful food again)
Met up with stephanie ng! (I love her man!)
Shopping for formal wear at G2000. (me no like)

Been going out almost everyday til late night. Must make the best out of it before i get back to school. =/ I wanna go for BBQ with bk and the rest. But doubt i can make it cause next week fully booked.

My schedule for til break ends:

Today- Project in school then meet up with ly,yy and bk and ikea. (SWEDDISH MEATBALLS !)
Tomorrow- Free but might be going out. To be confirmed.
Saturday- Playmax at St. Andrew's and hit the town.
Sunday- Church. (Holy right?) haha.
Next Monday- Slacking day
Tues- Hockey training.
Wed- Go back to SPS for visit with steph. To be confirmed
Thurs- Court visit (OMG)
Fri and sat- TPSU sub-com camp (should i go?)
Sun- Church
Following Monday- Boring life starts = SCHOOL. :(

See, the break is like way tooooooooo short for me. EXTEND ONE MORE WEEK ! =( And i have spending money like no one's business. Must control abit. Spend money on:

Cabs
Expenses for above
Clothes which i recently bought
Formal wear which is ugly and expensive
FOOD
New perfume and items from body shop

Alright. Shall blog next time. Must get down to serious work. project now. ENDURE CASS! Few more hours til ikea-meatball time. HAHA. This post looks so weird.

2009-05-31T22:58:00.002+08:00

Death is nearing as each minute passes. I am still half way of pom and the lousy brain of mine isn't cooperating with me. I need some coffee badly. Or ITAS Bandung. HAHA.

I feel that I'm just taking a step at a time. Everything just seems so uncertain. I don't really want to see us ending up that way. Perhaps i just need more time.

2009-05-31T21:41:00.002+08:00

Midsem test starts tomorrow and the first paper is pom. I should really stop procrastinating and move my butt away from the com. Tsk. I am going to start studying in ten mins time. How efficient when the test is less than 24hours away.

Procrastination is the thief of time. How true.

2009-05-30T20:20:00.002+08:00

Something for you to laugh at. And this uniform makes me look fat. Or am i just fat? I am sad. That's why fat and sad rhymes.

Germaine's uniform. Photo by Shahirah. =D

2009-05-30T19:57:00.003+08:00

This week was a busy week for me. Did my pom quiz, went for SU interview, got my new laptop, configured it and blah blah. Midsemtest next week. Feeling the pressure and i am not studying hard enough for it. I should really slap myself. =/

I think i wont pin high hopes for SU. Result will be released on the 8th of june. 200places, thousand people vying for it? Gahhh.

On a happier note, school ended at 1 yesterday! No pom tutorials. Went to tampines with girls. The journey there was a hilarious one. Kept laughing and made lots of noise. Eighteenyearsold F and seventeenyearsold SF. Gossips and stuff. Wanted to observe a minute of silence but apparently its impossible with them around. LOL.

Shopped around for a lil while after that at tm. GSS IS HERE CAN! ohmygod. And i have to wait til the following week cause of MST. So sad.

I miss ikea meatballs'. I know i am random. That is because i am hungry. My sis taking her own sweet time to cook. How nice of her to starve her own sister.

I stood at D's house for ten mins pressing the doorbell and knocking the door before i gave up and asked him to open the door. What a wonderful surprise man. Haha. But I'm glad that i still went. (:

2009-05-25T20:27:00.002+08:00

Today was a super boring day. Bumped into ben early in the morning and we went to school together. Had building blocks for the whole of lcom tutorial. Had japanese food for lunch then apel class. I made a fool out of myself infront of one of the seniors whom sarah think he was cute. How awesome. Thanks to the lecturer or whoever who was in the same lift as me. I swear that i will never want to see that guy in the lift again. He looked at me and asked '' are you a law junior?'' my god. i just stood there looking super shock and said a ''yeah'' Blushed like no one business. EMBARASSING. Enough of ranting.

Badly wanna watch angels&demon with bk and yp. How i wish there wasnt any midsem test next week. Speaking of test, did i mention that my CSA was screwed badly? I dont want to flunk any subject but it just seemed impossible now. =/

2009-05-20T20:50:00.002+08:00

Oh shit, am i dreaming.
I am so going to flunk my excel test next week. Today's mock was a total failure and disaster. =/
PROJECTS, TUTORIALS, QUIZ, TEST.
I am super bloated now. Ate alot for dinner. Luckily there's hockey tomorrow. Can shed off my fats. Can someone save me from school work?

2009-05-18T19:32:00.002+08:00

Its monday and the week has started. Today wasnt much of my day. Bought my new labtop to school for configuration but somewhere it wont on when it's in cybercenter. Awesome man. Mood totally spoilt by it. Csa lecture wasnt helping either. My mind was totally switched off. Tired.
Skipped my hockey training today too. Just wanna go home straight away and get some decent rest. Tons of work undone. Projects and deadlines are driving me nuts. And who said that poly life is slack? Well, go and drill a hole in the wall. Its not.
I think i need some sugar to make me feel happy again. Kinderjoy? Its been a long time since i last ate it. Mummy used to buy it for me when i was young. =/

I need to find some time out for myself. Wanna watch angels&demons with bk. Friday, please come quicky. No, i mean weekends.
Cassandra is in a bad mood now.

2009-05-11T19:38:00.003+08:00

I WANT NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU. I am so addicted to this song. I not a fan of korean dramas/songs and thus, you can tell how nice is this song. Heh. Go listen everyone.

I was so exhausted in school today. Especially during CSA. Felt the strong urge to either skip it or just rot my time inside the lecture theatre. =/ I am feeling so guilty whenver i look at my tummy. The bulge of tummy fats sticking out due to yesterday's buffet. Cassandra shall run hard during hockey tomorrow. No slacking. (: Count it as a way to make myself feel better.

Food is seducing me every moment. I've been munching on food since morning. Mind you its not healthy nor low fat ones. Strawberry pocky, curry chicken and hokkien mee. Wonderful diet combination. Where's my motivation man! =/

Interesting stuff. Now then i know that it is actually against the law to use the mobile phone while your car is in motion. And that includes hands-free devices. So, drivers out there. Be smart. Haha.

Feeling kinda down. Confused with my own thoughts.

2009-05-10T20:18:00.002+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MUMS OUT THERE. =DDDDDDDDDD

(esp. to my mum)

I just came back from sakura. Had buffet there with my family and relatives. Food was alright but the place was super crowded.

Bought a swarovski crystal for mum as mothers' day present and she was super shocked. Hole in my pocket though. Lied to her that i am going for youth service but went out to get the gift. Intially wanted to get her the swatch limited edition mothers' day watch but it was out of stock. =( Cabbed back to church after that. My sister damm bad to me. Made me pay for cab fare. Hais.

Oh, interesting stuff. I went to catch the movie ''taken'' with Z on friday. It was really a nice movie! And frolics rocks big time ! Me like. Heh. I almost got locked out on friday cause i only went home at 1am. Thanks b for the really lame jokes that never really make me laugh. Haha.

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I love my sister. HAHAHAHA. Do we look alike?

2009-05-07T15:23:00.002+08:00

Hello people! Blogging in school while waiting for econs lecture to start at 4. Hockey later! Cassandra is really sick. All thanks to Justin Ng. And there he is laughing at me. =(

Just came back from century square. Saw my cousin who is working there. Ate a plate of chicken without the rice. Haha. (: Oh, my group mates are discussing about LSM project while i am typing here. How efficient. (:

They are scolding me. I am so sad. And sean is looking at me typing away. How romantic. LOL. Calvin is laughing and ask me not to involve him. I wanna buy a birthday present for glenn. Classmates, please remind me. I wanna sue him too under the wild animals and birds act. Seriously.

Love you guys. I wanna get well soon. (:

2009-05-05T16:20:00.003+08:00

NICOLE KHOO WANTS ME TO BLOG ABOUT HER.
she thinks that she is cute

2009-05-05T16:13:00.002+08:00

I am biting on a stick of strawberry pocky! Gladly sponsered by damian. (: All of us are in the ilaw while waiting for make-up lsm tutorial to start at five. Then to hockey til 8 !
Damian just gave me another stick. How nice.

Rather busy these few days. Or lets say these few weeks. Studying, going out, ikea trip, blahblahblah. Spent a bomb on saturday on clothes. How wonderful is life if this could happen everyday. I got a big blue black! The fence caused it. And i cant wear skirt because of that. Unsightly.

Guess what. Ever since i stepped into temasek, i have been eating western food. Time for a change tomorrow. Haha. (:

2009-04-29T12:17:00.002+08:00

In school now. short update. Been busy. Going ikea later. Meatballs rocks ! (: Hockey yesterday. Tired. This post is so interesting man! As if. Love you people! (:

2009-04-23T19:27:00.002+08:00

Hello sweethearts! I know what you people wanna ask. HOW'S YOUR ORIENTATION !
Well well, pretty ok. Made new friends. Classmates were pretty nice too. Though not really bonded. =( Maybe school just started and everyone is still shy. Hopefully all of us will bond together someday. 1L02 rocks ! (:
Law isnt an easy subject. Totally clue-less bout it. Guess everyone is on the same boat. (:

It's a good thing that wednesday didnt had school. Went to river valley road with steph to collect my cheque then cabbed to Raffles. Ate MOS and waited for bk. Watched the movie - 17 again. Dont know why everytime we watch movie also late one. Wanted to watch ''knowing'' but somehow convinced him to watch 17 again. ZAC EFRON IS SUPER HOTTTT. oh my. Haha.

Today had fire drill in business school. It was totally dumb! Everyone was just strolling. If really got fire, i think all of us will die together. =/

I miss my girlfriends alot. Wanna meet you guys tomorrow. And yay! Lecture is from 12 to 1 tomorrow. Go school for one hour. Lame!

What cca shall i join? What model of laptop should i buy? Oh god. I am so .....

Lastly, i wanna tell you guys something.

I WANT TO EAT IKEA'S MEATBALLS. =/

2009-04-14T22:16:00.002+08:00

I am so bored staying at home. Alright. Shall go out with bk and wanyee tomorrow to ikea. (: School is starting in two days time. Feeling emo nowadays. Hoping it will go away soon. My new samsung phone is four days old ! haha. Touch screen phone are good while you are painting your nails. No keypad to make it difficult for sms-ing. :)

the memories that we spent together.

2009-04-13T20:14:00.002+08:00

You look into my eyes.
Telling me that it was long enough.
Asking me if i wanted a patch up.
How i wanted to answer a yes.
Yet, I replied a no and you asked me why.
Asking me if i fell for another guy.
A no, again.
I wont deny that i felt a lil sense of happiness.
But i was feeling so confused.
Was it just a dream?

2009-04-08T22:54:00.002+08:00

Not going to be a decent post. Came back from chalet four days ago. Not too bad. Played mahjong and cards. Cycled till my butt was real pain. Midnight cycling to the red house at pasir ris. Slept only for a few hours for the three days two night chalet. Everything was awesome. Last gathering. (:

Facial on Monday. Bugis trip and went sakae sushi-ing on Tuesday. Bought clothes and stuff. There goes my money. Jurong point and westmall today. Been going out everyday. So many things i wanna do. eight more days till doomsday. People, wish me luck. =/

2009-04-01T12:34:00.004+08:00

Hi earthlings! Let me tell you guys something real shocking !
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I GOT A NEW BOYFRIEND. =DD
Cassandra is a happy girl. Hahahaha.

Went back to bukitbatok sec to collect my olevels' cert. Wanted to stay for a little longer to visit teachers and tour around the new school campus but was chased out by the security guard. =(
Went to westmall after that and accompanied syqin to have her hair cut at JeanYip.

Parted with them and did my manicure with steph. MY NAILS ARE BLOODY RED NOW ! And i love them soooo much. Sexy man ! Steph did temporary gel tip. Super hilarious. The manicurist was shaping my real nails while the other was shaping her fake nails. See la!

Bought my mystical black lenses too. Oh yeah, i collected my groovy green lenses today!

Well, all words for this post since i'm kinda lazy to plug in my camera and upload some pictures. I promise that i will put up some pictures after the chalet. =DD

Caught the movie '' Confession of the shopaholic'' on monday with bk. The movie was only so-so. Didnt really had the wow effect. We bought the tickets at 2.20 but the movie started at 2.15. Luckily golden village had 20mins of commercial before starting the show. (:

After that we went to shop around the cityhall area then went to the flyer for dinner. We didnt went up the flyer luh. Just somewhere around there. Went for a walk to the esplanade area and slack-ed there.

The chalet is tomorrow! Hope it will be a blast! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

By the way, HAPPY ARPIL FOOL'S DAY ! I dont have a new boyfriend. (: LOL. still enjoying single-hood.

2009-03-28T13:56:00.002+08:00

Hello people! Wanted to blog yesterday but was kind of lazy. Online til three am last night. Met steph at bb station at 1pm. They super asshole. Initially planned to go cityhall but last min change to orchard also never inform me. =(

I just found out that sheryl is a road idiot. Dont know how to walk from wistma to far east. Waited super long for her can. Had british takeaway for lunch. I love mango tango! One of my favourite drinks.

Accompany steph get her jeans then walked around. I tell you, dont ever buy watch from far east. Quality sucks like mad. All three of us bought identical watches then sheryl's and mine spoilt. -_- Within few hours. I exchanged twice somemore. Hopefully vanessa's dad can do something bout it or it shall rest in peace.

Walk to centerpoint and both of them went to shop for clothes at m)phosis. Wasnt in a mood to shop cause i was griefing over my poor lil august (name of my watch. LOL). Tried a halter top there but didnt really like it.

You know what. Stephanie is super careless! Dropped a 50dollar note on the floor also didnt realize it until fifteen mins later. She's the best. Luckily i was walking behind her and picked it up or she can wave goodbye to it.

I finally bought my jersey from everlast ! Bought the red one while sheryl bought the white one. She didnt want to buy at first but i influenced her. Saw a pretty polo tee there too. But not so rich. Cant afford since pay still haven come. =(

Headed to coronation plazza to meet vanessa for dinner. Hope we can always meet up even if we went on to our tertiary education. As usual, we bull shit-ed alot and crapped. Wanted to rush home to watch tv but steph forced me to accompany her to wait for JL. In the end i saved money on cab cause he sent all of us home. (:

Alright. Steph is coming over to my place later. Five more days to chalet ! :DDDDD Shall look forward to it.

double double doooooooooooooooooooooo ----- LOVES.

2009-03-26T17:41:00.002+08:00

I just received a letter from TBS. Going for my freshman orientation in three weeks' time. super sad. wonder how i am going to survive for the next three years. Long hours of travelling from BP to tampines. Studying a subject that i am not really interested in. =( well. just got to accept my poor fate.

I am so lazy to put up a tag board or upload pictures. LALALA.

Anyway... I am going to town with girlfriends tomorrow ! Finally all four of us can meet up.
Went to Rebecca's house yesterday. Been such a long while since i last catch with her. Suddenly felt that time went pass so quickly. In a blink of an eye, both of us knew each other for ten over years. Just stayed at her place for the whole afternoon then headed back home for dinner.

I am getting used to my single life now. I must remind myself that life still has to go on. With or without him. I am going to start a new chapter in my life. So, smile ! =D

2009-03-24T18:31:00.001+08:00

okay. this blog is rotting i know.
ended work last week. super free for the upcoming month before school starts.
date me out people. LOVES. =D

by the way. i broke up. haha.

2008-11-28T18:52:00.002+08:00

HEY PPL OUT THERE ! I am so so so so sorry for not posting for a long time. I am lazy and not motivated to. Been busy with lots of activity ever since o lvl ended. So sorry k? Anyway, dont think i will have any readers so its pretty alright. Hmmmmmmmmm. I want a job ! Feeling so broke now. Anyway, promise to blog again soon. Hopefully. :DDDD

2008-07-02T09:12:00.002+08:00

Hi Lovers !!! I am actually in school blogging away during f&n lesson. :D
Just handed in my folio. With a few more changes blah blah blah and it will be completed !!

Super happy can. I am like dying under the pressure of olevels and prelims. No more shopping, TV programmes, long hours of nap and many others. =( Nevermind. Shall endure and in 4plus months time, i will be able to enjoy like mad ! Haha.

School pretty boring as everyone around me is switched to mugging mode except me and some others. O level Chinese oral is like around the corner! *shrieks* Next Tuesday. Just right after youth day. And .... Mommy's birthday is exactly on that day. 070708 will be a happy day for me. Because,
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3) My tenth month with baby!

Haha. Know is not quite a big deal for some of you who has like way longer relationships but i happy. My LONGEST so far. Lalalalalalalas.
Still thinking of getting what for mum. She has got picky taste and i will have to crack my brains to think bout that. :D

I am super hungry now. Cant wait for recess cause i wanna eat. Sad day for me today. Got lessons til 4plus. Hmmm. Actually is everyday. And and and , tomorrow got tuition somemore. Its like studying from 7.30am til 8pm. Good gracious. Imagine that. Plus, got to wake up at 0530 to get ready for school.

5more minutes til bell ring. Guess i got to go now. Bye!

2008-06-16T15:54:00.002+08:00

Happy belated birthday and daddy's day to dad ! managed to celebrate 2 occasions together as it was only of a day difference.

wanted to blog about the vietnam trip but it seems that the photos couldnt upload and its taking way too slow. so sad then. hais. i guess i will try next time.

2008-06-10T09:12:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone ! I am still in vietnam ! Going off tonight. Dont worry. I am kicking and still alive ! Shall blog about the trip another day. Maybe when I am back. :D

Dearest is at HongKong time. So sad. Cant sms him or call him even when i am back in SG. Takecare people! Loves, Cassandra.

2008-06-05T23:46:00.002+08:00

Hey earthlings! haha. I am feeling so sleepy now. Guess i shall blog before leaving for a trip to vietnam in 2days time. ;D Kinda busy these few days.
I am so upset ! My kappa jacket doesnt have my size! This means i got to wave goodbye to it. Hmmmm. Not meant to be.

Got to wake up bright and early tomorrow for my cousin's wedding. Guessed he's feeling all nervous now. His wedding day leh ! Bet he is having his bachelor party. After tomorrow, he will officially become a married man. Hopefully it would be a fun day. I guessed these few years will be filled with joyous occasion as most of my cousins are of marriageable age. :D

Packed my essential items for my trip already. Have to pack today cause i wont be free tomorrow. Will be leaving for four days. Dont miss me!

Hais. Cant even meet dearest before i go off as both of us were rather busy. Cant even see him when i am back cause he would be still in HongKong. Guess we can only meet when he's back. Holiday seems so short ! Like almost gone in a blink of an eye. I have not yet to enjoy !

Yeah. I got to be in bed now if not tomorrow cant wake up and mum's gonna nag if i delay everyone's time.

Lastly, dont flirt in HongKong alright idiot!
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Nights everyone. Loves, Cassandra :D

2008-06-01T21:11:00.002+08:00

I am so exhausted and lethargic. And its all because of coursework. My brain cells are seriously depleting or i dont even have any. Cant think properly. So many things undone and need to be learned and catch up.

Went to church this morning and stayed there til late afternoon. Was so demoralized upon hearing that i am not going to do well for my chinese o's. Though i dont expect a A but at least a B yeah? Compared answers with phylis and it seems that my mcq were badly done. And thats bad enough ! I am known to be super lousy in comprehensions. Well, there goes my chinese. Hais. Just got to accept and get over it. =(

On a high note, I bought my Ipanema Gisele Bundchen sandals on friday! Wanted a num havaianas but it seems that they dont really have any nice design. I find the new braziliano praia hideous. Definitely not worth my money. So, i bought the black while steph bought the white one. After which, we shopped around. Its been a lllooonnngggg time since i shopped. Went into Mango and bought a Army green tank top there. Steph and Vanessa each bought a yellow mango tee. I am not super rich and so, didnt get anything else. Oh. Went to spectacle hut and bought my Opti-free contact lens solution. Got the traveller size as well. Suprisingly, i bumped into my cousin who was working there. Seems that she got a transfer and we chatted for a little while before moving off. Going to see each other again this coming friday i guess.

I WANT MY SUPER GORGEOUS WHITE JACKET FROM KAPPA. Alright. Sounded random.

Next, went for tuition on saturday. Yan Ting was super nice to coach me despite her busy schedule. Taught me chemistry and i looked so dumb infront of her. Totally clueless about this subject. The way she answered without refering to my textbook or notes fascinated me and made me wanna be like her ! If i am only half as smart as her. Why i am so dumb? Actually i am not. Hees. Just not hardworking enough.

Went home at 3 and came out again. Off to gym. Met friends at cck and headed there. There wasnt any super drop dead gorgeous sexy hunks. But, its weird when eveyone stares when you first walked in. I guessed we looked too noob. My muscles are sort of aching now. Went for dinner with steph after that. Lot 1 under went drastic change! There's cotton on, m0re shops and... NEW YORK NEW YORK ! Isnt that great? Dont have to travel all the way to city hall to indulge in those heavenly food. NEWYORKx2's food is niceeee.

I hate people who snatched seats from me. Especially if its peak hour where everyone is looking and waiting for seats.

Me and steph were waiting for this particular seat at food junction and when the couple got up and walk off, ... guess what? That super ill-bred boy told his brother/cousin/friend '' eh eh eh! got seat got seat ! faster sit ! ''. And it happened right infront of me. Like he was blind or something. I am so tall and yet he cant see me! Liar!

Being so angry and hungry, i went up to that kid and told him '' eh. this is my seat. i waited for very long and i got here first.'' right into his face with those super fierce look. Guess he was terrified and without a word, he ran off. LOL! He came back with his mum and asked if the seat is taken. So, i said yes. LALALA. what can he do? Bet he felt like killing me. But if i dont get that seat, i'll kill him!

Dont say that i bullied little boy! Is he deserved it. And that seat is rightfully mine! I dont people to snatch things from me. Nevermind. Its over.

Let me rant for the last time... MY CHINESE OLVL IS SO GONE CASE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DARNNNNNNN !!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-05-26T19:51:00.002+08:00

I.AM.SO.DEAD. The day has come. Evil O is finally here. I couldnt get to sleep last night. Sleep, wake up, look at the time and sleep. The cycle repeated and repeated. In the end, decided to wake up when the clock rang at 5am.

After i washed up and changed, went to the study room and dallied for a little while. Packed my stuff and memorize the format for the final time. Had breakfast and headed to school in anticipation that i might do well.

Reached school rather early at 7.15 even though the paper is starting at 8.30am.

Time flies and soon it was 8.25am. Made my way to the examination venue with butterflies in my stomach. Was so determined to do well. Sat down and look through paper one.

Darn ! Section A wasnt complaint letter can !!!! Was so .... horrible. How could this happen to me??!! I purposely go read reread and read complaint letters during my revision.

The newspaper report was even horrendous. I thought a question like '' nowadays, kids are addicted to com and blah blah'' something got to do about technology but the question i got was about tourists feel that singapore's accomodations, customer's service and food can be improved. So unexpected.

TELL ME. WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME ???!!!

Paper 2 is not as bad although the questions were rather tricky. The given choice for MCQ was quite similar and i was caught in a dilemma of which to chose. Unfortunately, in the very last minute of the exam, i changed. BUT TO A WRONG ANSWER ! Drats.

There goes my pretty A for chinese. Overall, the paper was ok but i was bad in time management. Remembered scribbing through out for compre as time was running out. Worse of all, my friend in SM said that her schoolmates thought that this year's paper was relatively easy. I am further demoralised. =(

Well, forget it. No point crying over spilled milk. Focus on the remaining 5 subjects. Should i be contented with a B3 or just retake if its a B3? I will definately retake if its B3 and above.

Having make up lessons or whatever they called it til next week. These two weeks will be rather busy i guess. I want to go out and shop til i drop !!! GSS... waittt fooorrrr mmmeeeee ......!!!!

2008-05-24T18:43:00.004+08:00

23.05.08. yesterday was a hectic and terrible day. went for a dental appointment early in the morning. got a valid excuse to come to school late. woke up at around 7.15 and off i go. reached there and waited for the dentist while he went somewhere else. leaving me and his assistant inside.

i was trembling when i saw the rows of equipments. intially, i thought the dentist would be a female. To my dismayed, the dentist was a male ! Naturally, i will feel shy. Dont ask me. I dont know why. Maybe he's cute. LOL. ( dont let Zy sees this or i will be dead.)

He did a rough check up on my teeths and asked me whats the problem. Told him that i got a lil shaky tooth and its irritating me. He assured that it was a baby tooth and will extract it out.

EXTRACTION???!!! i rather it decay and do a filling man ! Overall, my teeths are healthy.

As he prepared the injection, i was so afraid. the sharp needle that was about to poke into my gums. Ouch ! He lied ! Its not an ant bite. And ... I GOT TO GO THROUGH THE TORMENT FOR THREE TIMES ! can you imagine that? The extraction was indeed not pain as he said but i could feel the pressure. I saw my last baby tooth out and it was sooo bloody.

Gave me a appointment slip and i cabbed to school. After which, attented faculty meeting and it was so boring. Ended school at 1230 but waited for steph to finish her chemistry practical and we cabbed to westmall. Had a haircut and my sister commented that i looked noob ! Darn. What a thing to say. Met my mum and we had lunch/dinner at subway before heading to school.

PARENT - TEACHER MEETING. Mdm Jay talked to my mum about my horrible results. Can sense her disappointment through her worrying expression. i got L1R4 32 !! cant even get into jc or a decent poly. no wonder she's so worried. Class and level position werent good as well. Not really optimistic for olevels. THIS CANNOT GO ON ! must study hard.

2 more days to olevel chinese. had been doing papers and papers for the whole day. my results are still in the b3 and b4 range. NOOOOO.... I dont want. God, bless me with a A1 or A2 please. Well, all the best to everyone. :D

2008-05-16T22:52:00.003+08:00

I am seriously traumatised by my midyear results. imagine getting three passes out of six. rather disappointing but i deserved it. served me right for not putting in efforts. Nine more days to olevel Chinese ! i need a tranquilliser ! feeling butterflies in my stomach whenever i thought of the scenario.

tense atmosphere. competitiveness on every one's face ; striving to
defeat classmates; achieving the best results as possible.

F&N is another subject adding onto my stress. Research & development to be due next week. Lacking of time.

well people, please pray hard for the victims of the earthquakes at china. Really disturbing to see such a high number of death rates with about 900kids. God bless !

RANDOM

2008-03-15T21:13:00.000+08:00

HELLOS.

2007-09-08T20:55:00.000+08:00

BBSS WON CHAMPION FOR FDC'o7 !!!!! :DDDDDDDD
cassandra is sooooooo happy. was held at ctss. cabbed there early in the morning with naiimah, gracia and wanru. thanks debbie for helping me buy my mac breakfast. =)

its not entirely because of that, that made me happy. its also cause i went to a shopping spree this afternoon at orchard with huiqi and barry. hahahahahas. thanks to both of them, i enjoyed my afternoon. lalalalalas. lunched at wheelocks's sakae before going to shop at fareast. brought damm alot of things. spent a total amount of $___. haha. brought my black skinny jeans at 39.90 while huiqi brought hers at 33. what the hell. i wonder why the price varies since both are authentic. *roars*

then went to sole passion and blossom to buy my shoe and top/dress. sians. now me and huiqi got damm lot of things same liao. (black skinny jeans, blossom dress/top, topshop blue top, white hairband and many more) hais. wont it be weird if both of us wears the same identical clothes walking on the street? but its ok la. people will think that we sister. and hello ! its not buy one get one free de hors. go and die. hahahahahas.

i now sushi-sick liao. dont ask me out for sushi-ing. went there yesterday and today. two days in a row. oh my. and.... i fell in love with iced mocha! its damm nice although i will get headache if i drink too much of it.

6 MORE DAYS TIL MY BIRTHDAY. its less than a week can. ;D

2007-09-06T15:47:00.000+08:00

my com is like super lag and i feel like smashing it right now !!! *#$)$)*

alright. first 2.5 nlevel paper had passed. they are the chinese, english and s.s papers. oh my. it was a disaster for english. i think im gonna flunk it badly. god bless. really kinda worried for it. i had totally no inspiration for that paper can. and i got stuck at the summary at p2. *roars* Liping also i might not score in my p1. ahhh !! social studies's source-base is another &(*^$$$ paper. hais. whatever it is, it's over. cheer up ! :DDDD

staying at home today before i start going out for the next few days. suppose to join huiqi darling and her mom for their shopping trip today but i guess i just have to give it a miss. gonna cry over my badly done papers. tomorrow gona go out with dearest mummy and sister. hahas. and sat gonna go out with huiqi and barry for buffet. then as usual, sunday going to church. =)

anyway, sat is fdc'o7. all the best to those com members. jiayou ! :DD

to jason: why dont wanna ask debbie yrself? wanna get her a gift huh? lols. anw, dint know you will read my blog. cheers ! :DDD

to vanneh: darling !! what timing?

to jeanne: hahas. why will i mind? will be more than happy if you could say hi to me. :DD

2007-09-01T23:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY ! :DD

Friday had teacher's day celebration at school. wasnt v hyper but the performance was great. esp the high school musicial dance. reminded me of this year's p.o.p. lols. wanted to look for ms lim for geography remedial after that but i waited and i waited til 11.30am and went off. saw many of bbss's ex student too.

head on to coronation plazza for lunch. was full of people that day.

recieved my first birthday present from my beloved cca-mates. was super shocking when yanyun passed me the gift. it was a pretty red hot bag ! :DDD asked them why such a early gift and she told me that they are afraid that they wont be seeing me cause they thought i will be having my study leave. ehs ! its on the 27th larh ! nvm. still appreciated. somemore got notes and cookies de nehs. how touching. awww. LOVE YOU GUYS !

to wanru,valerie yeo, wanyee, boonkiat, naiimah, yanyun, liying, gracia : FRET NOT ! i will study hard de la. thanks anyway. =))))

hinthint. my birthday is coming near arhs. 140991.

sians. 2 more days til nlevel. i am so worried sick. what if i fail? what if i have to make a choice between ite and retaining? which shall i choose? how i going to break the news to my parents? i hope i wont be in such a situation. JIAYOU CASSANDRA ! you can do it. rememeber, ''focus. focus.'' haha. must pass nlevel no matter what. argh!

anyway. its 0000 now. happy birthday sheryl !

reply of tags:

to jeanne: i got no sa2 la. prelims are over anyway. nlevel next week liao. but.. thanks anyway ! :DD i know you're my junior but i forgot how you look like. say hi to me when you happen to see me around in school ok? ((:

to debbie : si mei mei ! now then link me. BOOO !!! mei liang xin la you.

to vanneh : VANESSA FOO ! i ... LOVE YOU TOO !! (: what thing sexy right? lols.

lastly, jiayou to those who are examinations ! :DDDD

2007-08-27T19:10:00.000+08:00

This is what cassandra does when she's bored during lessons.

2007-08-26T21:03:00.000+08:00

alright. made a decision yesterday, thanks huiqi for that piece of advise. really helps though. thought through it real carefully and my final decision is to reject the offer. its just too bad that the course clashes with my time cause it is held in the midst of my nlevels. dad and mom said that they will support my decision. haha. no point sacrificing my studies when i jolly well know that i cant cope. somemore with those pathetic results of mine. well. my mind is made up.

oh gosh. its 9.11pm ! i am so late for my tv show. wanna watch it.

went to watch 4n1 vs 4n2 soccer match. was an eye-opening session. 4n2 was leading at first but slowly, 4n1 caught up. in the end, 4n2 won ! woohoo. cheers for n2! :DD

went to church this morning. stayed there til evening when dad picked us up for dinner. was supposed to meet zhengyu at outram mrt station to pass him his book but the time coordination isnt right cause he himself got to rush back to school.

what does girls do when they have to much time? of cause is to camwhore la.

alright. i know some of these pictures look soooo un-glam. but... who cares la. by the way, thats my sister. felicia is her name. chio right? lols.

lastly. all the best to those taking their prelims or mock exams next week. good luck !

what the hell. its 9.43pm. super late liao. *roars*